The Myth of Insight

I can tell you everything about myself except how to stop being this way.

Sun in Aries: I charge first, think later.
Moon in Scorpio: I want to be devoured but will never admit it.
Rising Leo: I smile while bleeding.
Enneagram 4: I believe my pain is special.
ISFP: I disappear when I feel seen too clearly.

I can narrate the shape of my damage with terrifying …